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The Constant Loop of Anxiety

I'm stuck in this loop and I don't know how to get out.

Day X: I start to work on something -> I get anxious that I'm missing something critical -> I can't focus -> I decide to review EVERYTHING in my life for the 100th time -> Make another list -> Decide to start tomorrow, because my mind is overwhelmed with all the stress

Day X+1: Same loop

Everyday.

I have lists, I have priorities, I have reason. And yet, I'm constantly panicking.

It's a self fulfilling prophecy.

Although I've done one good thing in the past 1 month. I figured out my 3 biggest stressors and decided to tackle them one-by-one. Three became Four.

  • Egg Freezing
  • Investments
  • Company Financials of past years (it shouldn't be here, but it is)
  • Wedding Photos and Videos

and I let one go..

  • Insurance Claims

I understand that shouldn't be my focus, but I'd rather spend time tackling them head on and get done, than worrying everyday.

I hope that'll help. We'll have to wait and sewe

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Saloni
Saloni

Builder, Engineer, Cook